"your wings are too big"
Sometimes I sit here in my comfy chair just on the border of the Disney fandom/community and think to myself, Ah yes this is lovely. Let us simply watch shit happen, instead of get involved. And it’s great.
I remember a time when my name was relatively well-known, and it is honestly now very satisfying to know that most people have no idea of who I am anymore.
For those of you who have known me since then, I appreciate the support throughout the years. Y’all are cool, and I’m glad you’ve seemingly accepted the changes I’ve made as a human being, as I have grown.
For those who know me now, and weren’t there during my AP years…you didn’t miss much. There was a lot of anon internet hate bullshit, and I do not miss any of it.
I’m sorry anon, I’m sure you mean no harm but I just let out the biggest sigh.
Honestly, if you want to know, you can ask them. But having performers like me is only as important to me as it is that people in general like me. And I admit, I do care about people liking me and hope that they do, but if they don’t that’s not in my control. I don’t go out of my way to win over performers, or any cast member for that matter. I be myself.
I have said this time and time again, but I do not go to Disneyland all the damn time because I want performers to like me. I go because it’s fun, and I for some reason am a person who delights in repetition, and have been that way all my life, so watching the same show all the time is a comfort to me and how I relax. I treat everyone who works there with respect but it is up to them how much they want to put up with me outside the job. Some have chosen to, others have not. Either way I respect their decisions. But their approval isn’t what motivates me. The enjoyment I have watching them perform does.
*rolls eyes* The disneyland community has forgotten about this crazy thing called going to the parks for enjoyment….not attention from the performers
All of this.